now there's an image!
day before yesterday, in meditation i opened to Holy Shekinah to interact/receive/follow her direction. a beautiful, bare chested woman with radiant dark, curly/wavy hair appeared, wearing the minimalist green shift of a skirt; very luscious. she appeared loving and yet indifferent to my attraction. as she approached, she seemed intent on something in my head and began tinkering in the upper back of my brain, not unlike a mechanic in a car's engine. i sat with this for a long while. at some point i sensed a metal plate, a subtle energy form, laying across the top 1/4, inside my skull. perhaps the mechanic imagery inspired me to invent something like a hood.
at any rate, that image had been clear in my mind, off and on through the next day. i checked in with my tzaddik about it and he confirmed that she's, most likely, Lillith. today when i became aware of an itch i get in my consciousness, a bad mental habit, or even addiction, of needing to either get into a negative rut about someone else or about myself (when aimed at myself, it includes the dread of getting caught for a mistake). at that point, the vision shifted to Lillith with a welder's helmet, lighting up a blow torch to do some majoy metal cutting! yep, these ancient mental habits definitely feel like they need major work, like intense heat and cutting, to heal. i've also heard the sounds of metal saws cutting through metal.
gettin pretty noisey in there. i appreciate the humor these images bring. doesn't seem like She minds at all; i see her continuing her loving smile, while jumping back into the work in my skull. i often get that i need to lighten up. and i'm very grateful for this help and imagery.
Adonai Yeshua Messiah, have mercy on us.
zzzzzzzzzzzzaaaaaawwwww! Rrrrrrrrrraaaaawwwww! We're all works in progress.
ReplyDeleteIt's wonderful that you recognize that there's more to take in (or cut out?). So many people have made up their minds that they're done learning/understanding and they know all they need to know.