i wonder what it would be like to be unanxious. about anything. to not have some issue that is so pressing, so urgent, that it wouldn't affect my every moment.
i get glimpses when sitting, especially with others. this morning, i'm going to sit at appamada.
i get glimpses in hakomi training. the space created there is what i've been waiting for my whole life: no rush, a lot of quiet, loving kindness as the foundation of shared social space, gentle nonviolence. ok, maybe 'gentle nonviolence' seems redundant, but i've been with 'nonviolent' people who weren't gentle. there are degrees.
the kingdom of heaven is within (thank you, tolstoy). i think sitting will be the best way to celebrate easter this year.
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